Sraggle Bottomed

The weather was great this weeked, loved it Much! Did the Wachusett Chilli Fest with the Lamberts. Hot day, Saturday but a nice breeze. Deborah won 3rd place for her hot, hot, burning fire chilli. she's bringing back the trophy on the right. Me n the Girlies on the sky ride - we had to jump a couple feet to get up there - bringing lil Gianna into the picture was quite the feat. I can't do babies, i realise. It's hard for me to just talk to them, i feel weird doing it. which is strange cuz i talk to trees n shit - the occasional thank you for a helping hand deal. well -i guess it's different. i just cant be all goo goo and gah gah.
I got my hair trimmed a bit, was looking kinda straggle - bottomed. Now it's soft. Mmm, yup.
Hiked on Sunday Mornign - was supposed to go with Lyter, but he ended up hung over in Clinton - he said he'd come down but i wanted to get there early. So went with Aaron, we got there at like quarter of 8 - and there was no guy in the booth - so i took some old tickets and threw em on my dash along with $6. so that the people would know that i intended to pay. NOt bad - ended up with a lil laminated note in the crack of my door - saying to pay at the booth on my way out. Yeh, no tow job or anything - i wasn't worried though.
Peeeeerfect day for a hike! Gorgeous out - not too humid - nice breeze. Perfect. I was definitly more easily winded than he was - but it was decent - i need a challenge once in awhile.
Some where near Blueberry Grove.
Relaxed Sunday.
Breathe Deep.
i'm kind of scared,
a little anxious...
a bit reserved.

a step on is a step in

Loren and His PC's Guts

Nope, not a Chillum (straight piece) MmmHmm, it's something muuuuch hotter. *wink* Glass could be fun! so - jon was fired today - it's just not right! who else can i ask about fretless upright bass and listen to modest mouse with? i guess all uprights are fretless, so that was a redundant statement. guy owes me $12 too. i'll never find out how the boston trip went - it's so strange.
Talked to Jennica about the guy who Andy and I met from Westminster who has a glass blowing lab in his basement. he was going to make a bead for andy's dredlock - i left the "a" out of that one. i always use those things as bookmarks - i guess it weirds people out at the pool - strange wad of hair. been in baldwinville a bit lately - and chilling with the ex a bit more than usual - b/c he's the closest thing i have to a friend these days.It's been Real though - he's toooo into "the new deal" sick of hearing it - telling andy "turn off the spaceships " sounds like alien abduction music - i guess it's good because it's like techno but not synth - so it's instrumental morse code Mars shit. I, on the other hand have been embracing my "Soul Coughing" disk. MmmMmmm Yesssss. I can't find a New Deal poster for his b-day, bob marley it is! Hah. *Marley's upthere all like "LOL"* YEAH. So, Lyter cut his hair off - it was prolly 3 years in the making. Showed me his burned part-line from when he had hair - hah! said he's putting spf on the dome for a few days. He invited me to hike monmandynock with him and hs new wifey (andreas sister) this sunday - so i'm pretty stoked about that. I know he must be jealous of Tina's hemp belt - irreguardless his hemp steiner is coming along nicely.
Loren would be pleased to know that the Guinness Widget is on file at Wikipedia! I'll have to drop this useless one; it was invented by Alan Forage and William Byrne! Loren had the computer all torn apart - installing a disk drive - a program called Reason - and wireless internet deal. i've never seen that shit before - computer all torn apart - wires amassed - strange. Aaaaah Loren. Loren, Loren. Yeh.

July 27 thoughts

jon is biking to boston tommorow - strange 60+ mile run - i can't imagine being that extreme. i'm thinking about new shoes, theyre argile wedges - wish i hadn't lost those cranberry colored doc martens from years ago. hmp. i can't stop picking the scab on my right arm - i hate scars. it's inevitable at this point though. "nobody said it was easy - it's such a shame for us to part" sorry - coldplay lyrics. scatterblog. incoherent free write - sorry to anyone trying to decipher any of this jibber-baum. caught lounging at work - and i smoke too many cigarettes these days - give out far too many as well. putting quite the hurting on my wallet. i should remember that sometimes i can find $5. socks, those are better than cigs. Andy's birthday coming quickly, aug. 1st - good ole bob marley poster - yeh i get him some bob marley shit every year. by now he knows it won't be a surprise - some things need to be predictable in order to feel a sence of concreteness in a world so lucid. Laura's birthday soon - not sure about that situation - ugh! yeah new topic - ghio's day too - i guess i know a shitload of leo's now that i think of it. wonder if theyre compatable with virgo's - judging by the social interactions - i'd think not. But then again - my social self needs some work - fuck i'm weird! ha - at least i'm not the type who's constantly trying to impress others, or the attention stared type - and at least i've a blunt idea of what i'm not - but no distictly clear def. of who i am - what type of person i am. it's trivial. beneath the blanket i made, last night - square pusher - and things that could never be, things that can never begin - for every reason imaginable. why must i be allowed time to think things though?

minutes before I was on a mountain.
I screamed "I can see all."
The ground broke from the sound.
It was all built on nothing.
And the pretty lights down below
Begged me to just let go;


i was on a mountain
hot water music

Monday

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